ah those times..
and i don’t have any replacement e strings left!
ah…. went for a jog
like i promised myself
but i didnt study like i said i would
jog huh, [name] was going for a jog
lol i thought u didnt like outdoor jogging..
on my treadmill
oh the treadmill..
where you face.. a wall.
you face the tv whilst ur on the treadmill?
there’s like a really old tv outside
do you play a DVD where it shows you a scenery in accordance to ur running?
no i’m not that lame
ur not that lame.. so that means ur lame to an extent..
something that stops time.
I don’t know; will you invite me?
a box of things that reminds me of a deceased friend.
i really have no idea
that’s what you think, but in actual fact at most times I do
please do realize that
you say “aren’t you used to me not going by now”
and I just say “no, I keep expecting you to come”
and that’s how I’m not used to it, I’ve acknowledged that
you don’t go out much
yet I keep inviting you to as much outings as possible
because I want you to hang out with us
I want you to be there, just be there
for once just say yes upon invitation and stay to that invitation
rather than say “i’ll think about it”
in the end I have to be one to convince you to come
“[name] come to this” “[name] come to that” “[name] just come man!” “there’s not much to think about!”
it gives me a headache when you say you’re not going to come, sometimes I feel angry too
i’m so tired of trying to convince you, but I never stop trying anyway
not because I have a huge load of patience
but because you’re my best friend..
just a little rant.
so there were photos where it just had you and me
it was just not in my possession
it was just someone else’s photos,
and all of us received these photos from the past
at the graduation
and i just cant look at those ones with you in it
especially those where it’s just the two of us
i still just can’t.